One thing I hate about myself....

What I can't stand about myself is that am to passive like I let people sometimes " walk all over me". I wish I had the guts to say what was on my mind sometimes but have the control to not be hurtful with what I say. It can be so hard that I let people just what they want to me and eventhough it hurts I let them say it and at the end am hurt I get my feelings hurt to much. One thing that I would change about my self is that am too nice sometimes......

Three People.

Three People that I would have dinner with dead or alive I think would be John F. Kennedy because during the time he president he was well-known for his honor and charisma. The second person would be his wife Jackie Onasis because she was well-known for her fashion and her class. The third and final person would my future husband because I would love to know who he was and how wonderful God created him for me.Actually, take the first two people even though there famous and all I would really want to have dinner with my grandparents that just passed and my future husband because their more important than any other famous person out there.

Scary Time.

I think the most scary time in my life would be now.I keep on hearing that this time in my life and age is one of the pivotal times in my life. Although I don't want to hear it. It is so true because am starting to have to figure what I want to do with my life. It is so crazy to hear me say that. Today when we were talking about it dawn on me and I had to stop to think about it. I thought about it a lot over the summer but now that it settles in more and more each day. Am getting use to the idea of me graduating. Also, another scary thing I hear is that am turning 18. Eighteen is not that big of deal but in some ways it is. For example, at eighteen your figuring what college or university you want to go to or if even you want to go to college. At eighteen your figuring out if you want to leave home for college or stay at home. At eighteen for some like myself you have to think about who you are going to vote for, for the Presidential Elections. That's a pretty big deal as well because kind of have to figure about where you stand on politics and what your moral values are, and if they match the candidate that you like the most. So that stuff sort of scares me but I guess I will have to go through it and I will go through it.

Dream Summer..?? (I don't think it exists for me)

My Dream summer I don't think it exist for me but if I had to write about a "dream" summer. It would the one I had this year. It was near perfection but there is never going to be a perfect summer. Anyway I had a great summer I ministered to kids, hang-out with summer day camp kids, I got to get know more about my self, and my strengths. God has given me gifts that I never fully knew about until I had to use them. I thank God for the summer. I loved my job, nothing seriously happened to my friends nor my family, and I got to hang-out with my brother more because last summer I wouldn't have the chance too. Since he has changed into a Godly man. I see the love that he has for me more than ever. I got to go to camp and be leader. I had a blast it was so much feeling like a kid again. Seeing the look of a kid going on his' or her's first time on the tube or the zip line. Its priceless, it makes me so happy that I just want to smile. So to sum it all up cause I can keep talking is that this was somewhat of my "dream" summer.

Timberwolf Lake

Hello Everyone,



I haven't wrote in this in avery long time but am going to try to start being consistant on writing in my blogger. Well, I just got back from camp where I was a leader at Timberwolf Lake (YoungLife) in . Lake City, Michigan. It was really fun for the most part but some of it wasn't because one of my leaders hurt her neck on the blob so I had to go to the hospital with her. We spent about 5 or 6 hours there and had to miss dinner but the best part of that day was that since we missed dinner the camp forgot to save us some so the chef made us some dinner and he made us some steak and potatoes it was SO GOOD!!! It was also a blessing because I got to minister to my girls in cabin during cabin time which is after the message you go to your cabin a talk about the message. I prayed that God had given me wisdom

Happiness!

Sorry this was so late but anyways. What makes me happy is my Family and Friends, and just do things that make me happy. If you don' t that you enjoy then your not being you and thats makes me sad but when I am who I am and people except that. It makes me happy.

" I Like to live in America"

My favorite movie of all time is West Side Story. West Side Story is the best movie. I LOVE IT!!!